Photo of Matthew A. ScoginMatthew A. Scogin

To my colleagues, including Provost Short Thompson and Dean Johnson, as well as our entire team of talented and dedicated faculty and staff; to the family and friends gathered here; and most of all, to the incoming Class of 2023, it is my pleasure to welcome you to the opening of 暗网禁区鈥檚 158th academic year.

Today鈥檚 convocation ceremony marks the beginning of your next journey.  For all of you, this means you are about to begin something new. If you are a student, you are about to embark on your college career.  And if you are a family member, you are about to say good-bye and send your student into an unknown.  

Doing something new can be exciting but also intimidating and scary.  

I know this firsthand, because I, too, am doing something new.  On July 1st 鈥 just 7 weeks ago 鈥 I started a new job, which comes with this cool new outfit.  After spending the last 17 years of my career on the East Coast, working in government and business, I now have the extraordinary privilege of returning home to 暗网禁区 鈥 this time as president.  As exciting as this is, it is also intimidating and scary. So, I empathize with what you鈥檙e feeling.  

In fact, I actually know a lot about what you鈥檙e feeling, because twenty-one years ago I sat exactly where you sit today.  In the fall of 1998, my parents drove me to 暗网禁区 in their blue minivan and dropped me off at Scott Hall.  

I would like to tell you one simple story about something that happened to me that fall, which I think says so much about why I love Hope and how transformative this institution is.

Like most of you, I had a full course schedule as a new freshman.  Not to brag, but I felt pretty good about how it went 鈥 except for one class: Calculus.

For some reason I really wrestled with that class鈥  And that was a bit strange because in high school I had attended a specialized school for math and science鈥  So it鈥檚 not like I was bad at math in general, but there was something about that class.

And I remember one specific piece of homework that I really struggled with.  One specific math problem鈥 that I wrestled with to the point where I thought 鈥渢his must be a trick question 鈥 this problem isn鈥檛 solvable.鈥  

In the end I turned in a piece of paper that didn鈥檛 even have an answer on it.  My page was full of sweat and tears but no answer鈥 All I had was a bunch of false starts and eraser smudges. And in a moment of defeat, because time had run out, I turned in the homework page without an answer.

A few days later, the professor handed it back鈥  At the top it said 鈥淏+鈥 and he had written something to the effect of 鈥測ou showed your work and you were on the right track.鈥

That has stuck with me in a profound way.  What I always say, when people ask me what I learned here at Hope, is that here I learned to learn.  What that really means is this: I learned that when it comes to the biggest, hardest, most difficult questions鈥  sometimes what matters - more than the answer itself - is showing your work. Showing that you wrestled with the question.

暗网禁区, as you know, is a Christian academic institution.  I have thought a lot about what it means to be an academic institution as opposed to a church.  To me, this means that we are first and foremost about inquiry鈥 about the pursuit of truth鈥 And I put the emphasis on the word pursuit.  

Hope is a place where we can put all the big questions on the table.  The biggest most important questions of all, like: Who am I? Why am I here?  How did I get here? Is there a God? We can be a place that puts the questions on the table and wrestles with them together in an environment that is loving and caring.

This is distinct.  A lot of research institutions are taking questions off the table because they think they know the answers.  And similarly, at a lot of Christian colleges, maybe the questions are on the table, but the answers are pretty prescribed.  

Hope can be different.  Hope is different. We are a place that gives you the opportunity to wrestle through tough issues on the way to discovering truth.  We are not afraid of this because we believe that the pursuit of truth and beauty in all its forms is in fact a pursuit of God.  This, at its core, is the essence of hope! It鈥檚 the essence of 暗网禁区, but it鈥檚 also the essence of true hope鈥  The 鈥渓iving hope鈥 that Jesus himself offers. 

I鈥檝e been a Christian my whole life鈥  which means I鈥檝e been around Christians my whole life. 

And one thing I鈥檝e observed is that many Christians have a tendency to simply memorize the right answers without doing the work of understanding them.

When I was a kid, I memorized Romans 8:28 in Sunday School鈥 Romans 8:28 says, 鈥淕od works all things together for good.鈥

But it wasn鈥檛 until later in life that I realized鈥  You can鈥檛 just look at the world and all its brokenness and injustice and suffering and say, 鈥淚鈥檝e got this figured out because I memorized Romans 8:28.鈥

It was not until I wrestled with it, that I understood the depth of the truth embedded in that verse.  

Between 2006 and 2008, I worked at the Treasury Department in Washington, D.C.  As it happened, those years were, to put it mildly, a difficult time for our country, encompassing the worst financial crisis since the Great Depression.  I remember getting regular reports about job losses in the U.S. economy. There were months when hundreds of thousands of jobs were lost. I saw the enormity of the problem 鈥 the magnitude of the injustice - and remember thinking, 鈥淲here鈥檚 the good in this?  How is Romans 8:28 true here?鈥

On a more personal level, a few years ago my parents passed away, and I again was forced to wrestle with God鈥檚 truth...  My dad was a Ph.D. chemist who worked at a pharmaceutical company his entire life. When he was in his mid-50s he was diagnosed with an uncommon form of blood cancer that his doctors said you can get from being exposed to rare chemicals.  He died in 2013 at age 60鈥 The same year he died, my mom鈥檚 breast cancer, which had been in remission following an earlier battle in life, came back. She passed away two-and-a-half years later at age 63. Within less than three years, two giant pillars in my life were taken out鈥  And I said to God, 鈥淗ow in the world is Romans 8:28 true in this situation?鈥

That period of my life was incredibly painful.  But also powerfully sacred. And it was through wrestling with those big questions and wrestling with God, that I got to know him and his truth on a much deeper level.  

Life is a paradox.  God is a paradox.  

It鈥檚 too easy to simply memorize the right answer without doing the hard work of wrestling with the question.  And what鈥檚 frightening is that you can have exactly the right answer, you can have the truth, but you didn鈥檛 get it in a fair way.  You just skipped to the back of the book and memorized the answer key.

The Bible is clear that God wants us to wrestle with the hard questions.  

In the Old Testament, there is a story of a guy named Job.  Job loses everything 鈥 his wealth, his family and his health 鈥 and when this occurs, he peppers God with questions about why this has happened.  Job鈥檚 friends appear and accuse Job of having done something wrong to deserve this. They tell him that he has offended God, and one of his friends even implies that whatever Job has done to offend God, he probably deserves even worse punishment than what he received.  

What鈥檚 fascinating is that, for the most part, Job鈥檚 friends are right.  They have the correct theological answers. As a part of fallen Creation, Job did deserve a far worse punishment than what he received.  By the way, that is true for every single one of us. The mystery of the Bible is not that bad things happen to good people, but rather the real mystery of the gospel is how so much good has happened to a pretty corrupt group of people - us.

Job鈥檚 friends have the right answers.  And yet at the end of the story, God condemns the friends and says he is pleased with Job, even though Job has the wrong answers.   Why? Because Job took his questions and complaints directly to God, rather than just believing what someone else told him.

Having the right answer isn鈥檛 always enough, but how you got there always matters.

Hope is a place that is all about the process of wrestling with tough questions鈥  Not Skipping straight to the answer. There鈥檚 a word for that in the classroom 鈥 skipping straight to the answer key - it鈥檚 called cheating!

What I learned at Hope is that life is a giant math problem鈥  If your paper is not covered with crossed out stuff and eraser marks and false starts in your attempt to figure out God and figure out truth, then your relationship with God will be pretty shallow at best.

A relationship with God is not a matter of parroting back something you heard someone else say鈥

Do you think we can get to heaven and simply say 鈥淔or God so loved the world that he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life鈥?   God is not going to be tricked if you memorized the answer from your friend on the way in the door.

You have to fight for it!  You have to wrestle with it.

The world is full of difficult questions鈥  Why is there suffering, injustice, poverty, racism?  

None of those have easy, clean answers.  But we at Hope will encourage you to wrestle with them, rather than take a shortcut. 

When Jesus was in the desert, he was tempted three times.  The essence of each temptation was the same: Take a short cut!  

Resist the temptation to take a short cut.  Spend time over the next four years wrestling with big questions and embrace the fact that Hope is a place that wants you to show your work. 

暗网禁区 was co-founded in the 1860s by Albertus Van Raalte, who referred to this institution as a 鈥渢raining school for eternity.鈥  

We believe there is no better training for eternity than offering you the chance to wrestle with truth 鈥 to wrestle with God.  In fact, the 暗网禁区 I know and love doesn鈥檛 just offer students that opportunity鈥 it encourages it.

Because we are a place that believes in showing鈥 your鈥 work, not just skipping to the end of the book.

鈥n this case, it literally is the end of the book.  The hope that Jesus offers at the end of the Bible, happens to be the THE hope that the world desperately needs.  

It鈥檚 also the hope that we as individuals desperately need.  

But how you get that hope matters.  God wants us to wrestle with it. He wants us to go directly to him with our questions and complaints 鈥 not just memorizing the answers he provides, but going to him directly and talking about your questions.  

When you do so, you will actually get to know him.  You will get to know God鈥檚 heart. You will come to understand on a much deeper level that the answers he provides are right.  That he is good, that Romans 8:28 is true, and that the real hope offered at the end of the Bible is one day coming.  

I know there is a lot to be anxious about in the newness of today.  

If you鈥檙e a family member who is about to say good-bye, you are wondering how this day came so fast鈥  Will your baby, who you held in your arms just 18 years ago, be OK as an independent adult? 

And if you are a student gazing into the unknown that is ahead, there are so many questions and much to be anxious about.

I remember the anxiety I felt twenty-one years ago.  Yet now, with the benefit of a couple decades of hindsight, I see that everything basically worked out OK.  

I sometimes wish I could go back and relive my college years with the peace of knowing that it will all be OK.  Remarkably, that鈥檚 essentially what God offers us. Not the chance to go back in time. But by getting to know him, we can let his promises about the future dictate the terms of the present.  

This doesn鈥檛 mean that the present is not hard 鈥 and at times heart-breaking 鈥 but we can live joyfully, rejoicing indiscriminately, acting as if everything God has promised about the future is true.  Because it is true.

The way you really get to know that is by taking your questions and complaints directly to the boss himself鈥 not me, God!

暗网禁区 is a place encourages you to show your work.  We want you to spend the next four years wrestling with big questions on the way to discovering truth.  In doing so, we then aim to send you out - into the world - filled with a deep understanding of God鈥檚 hope so that you can rush toward the messiest, most complicated problems you can find all around the globe and bring God鈥檚 hope there.  

I am excited to embark on this journey with you.

Thank you.